Big Deals... me... lol

drawing table :D.b

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 08:16:19 GMT

i have this old table in my room and i ant use it because of its awkward something... so i decided to have it cut so i could use it... (so that il no longer use my "portable table" lllOTL

this one is with my dog:

forgive me for the ugly sight of our place.

OTL this was when my dad cut it:

forgive me for the fly swatter on the way...

OTL sadly... 1 feet of this table was feasted by terminates while i didnt noticed it... >_>lll
...and its obvious on the pic where... *sigh*
oh well atleast i has a table nao. XD.

Cleaning jobs...

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 09:02:54 GMT

cleaned my art materials drawer.
i was also planning to cut a table in my room because i cant use it w/o a chair
epic fail thing though is... i dont have a saw. >_>lll ..........and paint...
how convinient...

oh well... will do tomorrow.

Sai test... comments please? OwO

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 15:26:23 GMT

i finally finished it...
dont ask how many hours... but it really took me a looooong time just to finish it.... >___>lll
trying sai again, from inking to colors.... (+ a weeny bit of ps)

help me out will ya?
dont care about the background, just the character coloring....

tell me honestly what you think okay?
because i know myself somethings wrong but i cant point it out myself...
(i cant see it... Orz)

no dA uploading on this 1 because i most of the dA comments... >__>lll sorry...

THANKS! :D.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 08:55:24 GMT

yesterday was my 1 of my happiest moments of my life.
(talk about exaggerating. rororors!)
i should be borrowing money from my brother to buy a tablet/wacom
but oh well, i finally have my tablet!!!! <3333333333333333333

heres my new baby~ ROOOOOOOOR!! 8D.
im so gonna practice haaaaard! HARMPH!!!

i was also running out of watercolor paper, theres one that lexie gave me but
since its thicker than the others i bought one (from my commission money/thanks
gais! 8D.) from national bookstore...
i was looking for a better brand when i saw this:

its canson 200gsm paper 12"x18".
im surprised its big for its prize and its 24 sheets.
since i dont have a huge scanner, i cut the sheets in half so that it could fit my scanner. :'3.
i now have 48 sheets! 8DDDDDDDDD.b

wish i could go back that branch to buy another for stocks. lolol

Sheryl Nome - Pink Monsoon

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:09:06 GMT

im not really much of a fan but i really like her latest song:

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oh im also finishing a drawing, hope to finish it today because ~~i had toomuch pendings due to procrastination...~~

i should learn my lesson from now on... lllOTL
(image to big?D:)

BA groupie

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 12:57:58 GMT

direction of coloring (<-------------------------------) LMAO
some wip again. been a while or my first time doing many characters in one
paper. X'3.

this time, i will reeeeeeeeeeaally have to be honest and finish everything i owe.
no more commissions? O_O? yea.... we'll see in the future. since not many ask
for commissions. X'D.

i think i should be happy doing originals and tributes and fanarts and etc! :'3.?
yea... i should do that too! <3

if i finish everything...

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 11:44:25 GMT

i will surely taek lots of art trades and collabs. (well maybe for the collab).

*wishes to do moar art.*
XD.

this time...

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 07:50:22 GMT

is the start of my life of quitting school. : |.

i kinda feel... challenged............................

weird.... orz

WIPs

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 10:38:54 GMT

i still have a lot to catch up with.
i hope i wont be able to add more than what i have now.
dang im so lazy. orz
whatever. XD.
trying to do more male drawings.

this is lint from my maplefire. :3.

and the tribute im suppose to be
finishing for a long time. lllorz

i still have a lot of wip in my folders. *__*
il stop accepting commi for now. >_<lll

i tried acrylics...

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:23:05 GMT

and i sucked...

well it was an experience im im hoping to do more. LOL
acrylics was fun! <3

atleast i got 90. >_>lll orz

you might say whats w/ the connection w/ the shoe.

i dont even know myself.
:')))))))))))))))))))))))))))).

Regarding Drama.

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 09:24:03 GMT

i mean this: http://saowee.deviantart.com/journal/27865705/

im a little okay...
it was just yesterday really hit me as...
im not a productive or fruitful artist.

yea.
im still far from what i wanted to be.

i really really reeeeeeeeeeeeeaally want to add experience in being an artist!
as a manga/anime artist! the more i think of it, the more i get annoyed.
but what can the little ol me do?
guess my style is not that likeable to be for games.

akjfaljflajdfagnawj df;lkf; RANT.PFT.

makes me wanna quit drawing. but i cant. i really cant. its already a part of my system.OTL

damn you frustration/envy/lazynesdafkja;dlkfakflakfma;lk
i will not stop!!! D'8<

fightinga flk;lafk;lakf;lakl; a;lfma D<<<<<

SeeD, i'l miss you!!!

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 10:48:02 GMT

he inspired me so much that i liked the game and the art.
NO.NO. WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER!

its just that, he's been my favorite for so many years,
since the game pangya came in the philippines.

then i was able to read tomokii's journal and this website:

no wonder he wasnt updating his site.
i will really miss his works.
i really want to cry but my family will make fun of me if they see me
that way. so il just keep it to myself.

that would also mean theres no more seed will inspire me w/ new
pangya arts.

other people will call me stupid if they read this.
its like seed and i are close. in fact, im just a fan.

but i will really-really-REALLY MISS HIS WORKS.
but i will continue to be a pangya fan as long as it stays and the art
will stay.

RIP Park Jeon Hoon aka SeeD.
your art has inspired me so much!

thank you!!!!!

Suikoden 3 Manga

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 13:00:50 GMT

i hate booksale for releasing cheaper mangas. >_<*
specially when im not FINANCIALLY PREPARED.
i totally used my remaining allowance just to buy this manga:

you know, good mangas for me are rare in the phils.
pft. i have the 1st volume of this manga (didnt buy it...lucky???)
i really want to go back, its liek, its translated and the drawings are
updated and at the same time it only costs less than $3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i left in despair leaving the Vol.4 and the the Vol.5(?) of culdcept.
OHYESDAGNABIT.

AFDADSFANEGJAGNAR!!!

END RANT.LOL

from great efforts...

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:11:48 GMT

... to great results???????????????
lololol

its my hmm... around 5 times using painter, this is the latest...
well, im trying to do something i never done much/before...
also, i really want to get better w/ digital coloring+lineart.

i borrowed another tablet from rex. lolol he's the best w/ benefits <3
JUST KIDDING!!! 8DDDDDDDDD.

if it still looks like i used airbrush in photoshop then that means i suck. REALLY-REALLY SUCK
at digitals....
im also trying to study those kinds of coloring that uses the background color as the shadow
color too... >__>lll
so much to learn. lllllllllllloTL
long way to go. pft.

im using a reference in this one, does it look familiar??? O_____O? or similar??????????

Drawn to Life

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 11:38:35 GMT

have you ever played it?
i was like plarying it liek mario. XD.
tho i havent continued on yet.
stupid plate. >_<lll

anyways, as i keep on playing it, i also keep on laughing
if the game mentions my 'hero' name.

LOL.
know her? lolololol

my current desktop...

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 17:38:59 GMT

here is my current desktop after working like mad
from bookmarks from anicon to salted's devour...

ive been itching to clean it up. i keep on forgetting it?
(its obvious, how could i forget? O_O)
maybe its the heat.
il arrange them asap, my brother is planning to reformat *3*lll

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oh would like to share my 2 additional pin ups for DEVOUR artbook:

another zeia,

and a chi - ej :3.

ive been reading too much shoujo before we finish
Butter|Sweet, i guess these are the results? O-Olll

Ritter Sport...

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 11:51:02 GMT

im love chocolate, and its my 1st time trying this one out:

and this has been calling me to buy this chocolate for a long time.
i finally bought 1 for myself. (talk about big deal) 8DDD.

it was crunchy. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
nao i want moar. :\.

TRIA markers/bamboo

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:19:03 GMT

dagnabit. must. get. markers.
T---------------T

im choosing between a bamboo fun tablet or the markers.
but i think i have to prioritize whats techy..................

letraset... will... have.... to ........ wait.............

uguahuahuahuaafhuhuhuhuhu!!! TAT
*cries in corner*

its not that....

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:35:08 GMT

....i completely disagree on a relationship.
but if you ask me on "how do i really feel about a relationship"
id be willing to be frank : \.

i just dont like it when i feel like or i feel when a person
is being tripped on?
(tho the action may not be obvious...)
i just hate guys who are not straight with their feelings?
(i hope its not like that when it comes to me...)

im really confusing to talk w/ nao...
because of colds and sore throat.
i need water.
ok byez. <3

Butter|Sweet is almost ready...

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:54:28 GMT

were almost ready, and my first time to stay overnight at
zeiannes house! 8DDDDDDDDD.
im really glad.lolololol
cramming is the best sometimes. LOLOLOL

^ this cropped image is from my inside or chappy 1 cover

^ we sorted out all 100 copies (EACH) lolol
it was confusing for me.lolol

^ yes. i know monmon... 8D. twirling around
so much just to sort is hard. lololololol

see you guys at Manila Comic Convention! <3

i can finally go to sleep?

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:26:04 GMT

i finished my pages deadline for the comics!
im really glad! i CAN GO TO BED! D8>

won back cover~ :D.

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 09:22:58 GMT

i hope i finish asap. >_>lll
i still have a lot of colorings and pages to do.
we have to make aug.8 happen! >_<lll

im so slow... so slow!!! >_<llll

im back in using a mouse, so as you can see, its messy. >_>lll
but i hope i get good results after. >___<lll

my heart...

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:47:35 GMT

is really tenderized nao...
i really feel soft reading shoujo mangas....
this will get me nowhere.....

DANG....

i cant find the right words to explain...

DANG DANG DANG!!!

TT______________________TT

siriniti.lololol

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 14:31:30 GMT

llloTL

with all the smoon i saw in dA and my fave artists blog,
i was motivated (a little) to sketch up a bit....
i really like the pen thing in sai.

i should be working on something more important. llloTL

Purple... D:

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 07:45:51 GMT

its been a while since i last saw a morning sky like this...
i usually sleep at 4am-6am (w/c is i know, bad....)
sun rises up early at 6am every summer mornings... err i mean
its already a raining in ph. lol

CTRL+L'd the pic for the sake of making the sky the focus. :D.